g9's Blog

At the request of brother in-law I joined the Chinese Golf Association . Unbeknownst to me that this association has very few Asians . It more like an associations of white men married to Chinese woman who want to make their wives feel better , by associating with other Asians .

I'll join and still kick your ass with your forty or more rounds a years compared to my two rounds a year for the last ten years . Beware , I'll definitely get more than two rounds this years of lazy hazy days of summer . :)

One , get up in the morning hopefully not to early it Saturday .

Two , morning routine

Three , make breakfast . Please note that when the bacon has been on the stove for one hour that the stove is not on .

Four , Also note that when the bacon hasn't cooked in an hour and a half , that you may have turn on the wrong element .

pardon me I think I smell something burning ! # .

Wow when a person hasn't had a cold in a long while it sure can bag a person down . I can't for the life of me understand why my shoulder ache so much . I'm taking double dose of Tylenol but to no avail . Getting sick sure can make a person wimpy .Look here I'm even posting a blog ,looking for sympathy or something . I think it must be the something the constant busyness keep me from thinking about the sinus headaches . What the point with the pain killers where does the pain killing comes in ? I keep getting numb fingers and lips but the shoulder pain and headaches just does seemed relieved . Hope that anyone that reads this does get bored to death ,but if you get bored into a pain free catatonic state please write me a story that will do the same for me .

Here another day where I over reacted to the market again and sold one day to early again for the tenth time . Initial impulse to sell overwhelm the instinct to hold just a little bit longer . Whats the point having the instinct when the impulse just keep taking control . Time and time again this has happen to the worst . I hope that righting it will help over come this life destroying impulse .

Funny years ago I wanted to develop am impulse to do things ,because many people criticizes that I had no impulse in any thing I did .All those idiots were wrong to have influence me to be the worst that I can be . Now after twenty years I believe they they did not have good intent for me .It was just to subvert me to do thing for them . As usual .

What is life ? The accumulations of all the thing you actual accomplished in the short time that is given . Not all thing in life can happen as we planed it or as others have planed it for you .All in all it the things that happen as it does , not all good or all bad . It happened and can recount it as memories worth sharing or not . Some would like to label others that have lived a life ,as unsatisfactory . Who can actually say if that persons life was not acceptable ,but the person as them self .

I am the type of person who like to read old stories and comment . The disappointment comes when EP punish people for the bad behaviors . When EP deletes their profile all the stories and comment also disappears .What that leaves are comments that are detracted and pretty much make the stories and comment disassociated and fragmented .

This also applies to others who comment on stories and delete their comments .So what if your comments leave flack . You made the comment ,stand by what you wrote . Do not succumb to peer pressure to conform . You had an opinion that may not be with the norm . That's what made you interesting ,and made others story of interest .

Three slash for you if you have deleted your own comments .

Romantic people tends to get fuc*ed in the end .

A personal dairy to guide my consciousness

I'm beginning to think , my mother is regretting the way she raised me .

Her initial plan to raise a caring loving and gentle man was successful .

The result of it is less than proud .

This empathic man was/is a good father and would of been a good husband for a woman who wanted a husband . For a woman who was looking for an oxen , for strength and financial security , I also fit the role perfectly .

The more colloquial term would be spineless .

Now everybody and there dog is trying to rewrite who I should be . Like a dry erase board .

Very annoying .

For the past few week here the response to the people I correspond to sound like it come from fortune cookies . If you happen to be the people I wrote to and found it to be some what juvenile , please forgive me .

Hard to believe how addict to EP I was a while back . Must have spent several hours a day on EP when I first found the site . Mind you things were diffrent then . I had then recieve a shock to reality . The previous person was suing me for my house , grave time and depressing .

Well or not so well , she got me out of the house . Got three children going house to house every week for a week Whoopee !! The kids are great though , their the light of my life accept one . No no their all great just one reminds me of the she who .

The point I was getting to is that being away for a bit has made less implussive to be here like I use to be . Wow that was some run on sentence or what . sure glad not many read here .

I don't know if its wrong or right , but when I log in to EP Its for the entertainment factor . There was a time when I did log in for escape and moral support , but that time has long past . I've grown , is that not allowed . Is it necessary to explain off comments or can I carry the theme off a thread to a funny conclusion . Does everything need be political correct ?

I know at time people can be sensitive to comments , But does not history tell what that person is like and what kind of response you will get from them .

I find it sad that others have to try to control someone else thought and comments . If that's what I wanted I probably would not be going through a divorce at this moment .

So go ahead and remove yourself , its good for me and good for you . How's that for an explanation , S head .

Being anonymous is not excuse to be to liberal in how I responded to others on EP

I like to apologize to the one I offended B . I did not realized at that time I could be so insensitive to you or to treat you so badly . I caused so much damage , to some who was so caring . Sorry for not being a friend .

Its funny of sorts, It seem to me their are many displace christian on EP.It's G sent or absolute fluke that I click on this site? I click here a few days ago and have no clue how I got here , but thankful .I appreciate those who wrote in Sexless Marriage ,it was ,was and timely.